Love Happens

sad things happens

2009-12-26T23:37:00.000-08:00

Well this few days is not going well for me .. i fought with queen on the phone.. and well when i was fighting with her i got the news that my greatgrandmother passed away.. shes 89 ..queen asked for break .. bt we end up not breaking up .. haizzz ... we will try to work things out like we always do .. im at the wake now .. helping out .. its at bukit batok church the body leaves on monday thats tommrow.. the urn will be placed at holy spirits church with greatgrandpa ..

im not in the mood.

so takecares alright everybody i gtg !
and i think my cousin elly is awesome.

truth??

2009-12-17T15:52:00.000-08:00

Today, the 18th dec o9 ,, i'll remember yesterday for the rest of my life!well yesterday somebody did something to my blog .. i did a wrong thing blaming queen because i thought shes the only one who had my password .. she blames me for doing thoese post myself .. but i was innocent i tell you ! innocent ! i can sleep thats why im on the conputer in the hotel so early .. and queen cant sleep too because she msg me in the middle of the night .. if only i could reply .. if my love ones say they didnt do it .. i should agree with them right ?? its all about the trust aye??. well only one person well be happy if i break up with her and the rest ?? they will kill me ! and her abit luhh .. haha .. when im angry .. i nvr pikir twice before i do anything ..

     Thats why semalam i wrote stuff on tagged (comments deleted!)blogg(that sadly cant delete because on the tagg board!)early in the morning people sending me msges saying NOT TO BREAK with queen .. one even said LAST LONG WITH SYIQIN DONT BUSTARD HER LIKE YOU BUSTARD ME .. and the best part !! I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO SHE IS ! .. my queen we will TALK when i get back .. i wont ask for break i PROMISE ... but if worst comes to worst .. PROMISES are ment to be BROKEN .. hopefully i dont ! you be good ill be good .. talk things out and hope for the BEST.. today im goiing KL .. im going to buy you something that would relate to me and you ..

   MY QUEEN , after reading this post do you think we will sort things out??msg me aye ..

   like when i walk with my close bros ..we will always say from whateva gang we are from . we will always stay as one ! slajambo , omega . tanjong rhu , sakongsa , airpot , ex gang member ... we will nvr talk about gangs when we're together ..

This could relate to me and queen .. we will always stay together .. no matter what problems we are facing .. i love you baby ..

I DONT WANNA LOSE YOU BABY .. IM SORRY FOR YESTERDAY I WAS ANGRY.. I TAK PIKIR APER I BUAT TUU SALAH KE BETOL .. WHEN I GET BACK HOPE WE SETTLE THINGS OUT AND HOPE YOU COULD SMELL MY JACKET FOREVA !! HAHA ..

ANYONE WANT ANYTHING IN KL?? send me a msg aye?

fiqah: Im going to settle things out with her so dont get to excited aye

heyyy

2009-12-17T00:19:00.000-08:00

While i was doing my rounds .. I CAME ACROSS KAHBIR'S BLOG ..
i said my sorrynest until this person pissed me off .. the names shimakereq .. i dont get it .. why would she care if kahbirs lembut .. it doesnt hurt her right ?? if she wants to say something like that cant she say it in a nice maner ?? like kahbir .. change for the beeter alright .. but this is a big fat no! she has to call him bad words and stuff .. everybody has feelling . EVERYBODY .. even thae seaput babi .. why do you think the seaput babi everytime walk so slow and is always shy huh ??? ITS BECAUSE !! adaluh sejenis seaput di namakn BABI ?? so THINK about it ??!! what if someone calls you babi ??!! let him be .. it his life not yours ??!! as long as he know hes a muslim he will go haven one day .. but for the people who are rude .. may god have mercy on you .. scary kankankan .. so change ! if you dont want to change also fine no my problem ! haha .. ohh and dont forget to sembayang .. if HAVEN't ?? haha no IT'S HELL!! haha i also never sembayang .. so HELLVENT HERE I COME .. IN ANOTHER 80 YEARS LUHH

im sorry

2009-12-16T23:27:00.000-08:00

heyy .. who knew the hotel had internet services .. ahhaha .. well i would like to say Soory to my dearest queen .. if im too strict to you or if im angry at your friends .. i didnt mean to do anything to hurt you .. maybe i was angry at kahbir* because he gave your number to other guys .. your right i should get to know him better before i judge him .. ohh and i never did blame everything on you .. maybe i was at fault too because i befriended with fiqah ... and i layan her .. im sorry for that ...

KAHBIR*: sorry if i spelled your name wrongly .. but just so you know .. ive got nothing against you .. qeen was right i cant judge people before meeting them .. dont take it to seriously aye ?? im sorry ..

APIT : haahaa kao lagy ..?? ohh uhh biler maser ako cakap ako nak rembat kahbir*?kalao nak buat cerita .. buat yang ader happy ending kae?? macam ako last long with queen ke .. kan best .. hahaha
WORLD !

QUEEN : so my dearest queen please forgive me and have fun on the 18th .. i ove you with all my heart and i miss you so much ..

FIQAH : well im not going to meet you im going out with queen ... im sorry .. next time aye ..

what luck

2009-12-15T02:41:00.000-08:00

          Well ive got Good news and Bad news .. The Good news is im able to blog because we stayed there for only a day .. The Bad news is im super sick .. i miss QEEN , i miss my bed and i miss singapore ..

          I dont feel like eating and im passing motion like a mother giving birth .. haizz what luck .. well the plan tommrow is that we ... i also dont know whats the plan .. but what i know is that on thursday we're going visiting and after that we're going to this hotel to stay there for the rest of our trip .. i hope i'll get better .. but to tell you the truth .. i miss qeen alot .. its just that yesterday i was already sick like hell .. and when i fell asleep i dreampt about her .. well no one was talking ...there were just smiles everywhere .. i superduper love her alot everyday i kept looking at her photo thinking .. whos the cutest girl i ever met ... ??? .. and i imagine her kembanging by herself saying its her lahhhh ... haahaa every night she would send me msg . even though i cant reply .. how sweet is that ... haizz i love you my qeen ...

        EIFFAH : Hahaha .. thanks alot for that msg .. im sorry i cant reply .. like duhh .. im always sweet ...
the reason im sweet with her is because i love her like hell .. hahaha is some kind of obsession ... a guy could never ask for .. you last long with your new bf alright ? love him like theres no tommrow ...

       HAIQAL Npcc : Im sorry bro .. I cant wish you your happy birthday .. im like overseas .. you have a pleasent birthday aye ....

        All My Bros : EHHH .. Im not getting lembut because im with her ahh!! its just that i love her.... and i dont want to lose her ...understand sikit ahh .. i know your brains are small thats why i say sikit only .. hahaha jkjk ... and ahh please ahh jng cakap ako penting kan nonok .. sebelum ako !! To Be Continued ....

Haizz .. It's Not What I Intended It To Be .

2009-12-13T06:59:00.000-08:00

        To tell you the truth .. it was a boring day today .. The only fun part i had today was going to the
waterfall and doing abit of shopping .. Well to make it worst the 4pm people are having a bbq pit on the 18th and im stuck here till the 21st ...How sad is that ...

       And its not the first time i missed all the fun .. Its the third ... First is eastcoast trip .. then pizza .. And now this ?!!! Im so FUCKING pissed off ...to make it more worst ... my pp8s low ... and i wont be able to blog till i reach singapore .. i think .. well if theres an internet sevice anywhere .. i would be the first one to use it ...

       And qeeen if your reading this im truely sorry for putting down the phone ..well you should know that i miss you so .. and love you so much ...im not angry at you .. and have fun on the 18th aye ?? ill msg you as soon as i reach the checkpoint ..

        Well that should be it ... im still mad and sad at a few things but what can i do ?? ive got no choice but to continue with this boring an unfunly trip .. hope everything changes tommrow ..

        if i could express my feelings now , this should be it

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First Day Of My Holiday Till 21 Dec

2009-12-12T08:52:00.000-08:00

Heyy .. It's 12:48am .. And I Just Reached .. OMG ! There's Internet HAHAH ! ..
Btw I Miss My Queen So Much .. I Hope You Won't FLIRT .... hahahaha ..
I Promise I won't ... Well I Will Try To Blog Tommrow ... I Got To Go ..
Love You ALWAYS QEEEN ! MUAAHH !

I'm gonna miss youu, baby !

2009-12-10T06:36:00.000-08:00

Its been a few days since I last blog. But I'm back. Well, I'm not really free at the moment because I would be away from the 12 Dec - 21 Dec . My lovely Queen, I'm going to miss you sooooo much. The times when you fed me, the times when you hug me and even when you kiss me. I am going to miss you sooo much (: I will try to message you when I'm there and I hope you don't go flirting with other guys. I love youu soooo much :DD muaahhh! :-*

What a wonderful day...

2009-12-06T06:07:00.001-08:00

Today I woke up around 7 o'clock, realising that today's the day that I'm gonna dance. But sadly enough, I was suppose to meet my Queen at 8.30am but she was late! *angry face* I ended up meeting with Fifie first. Then out of nowhere Queen popped out with a 'royal' friend ; Leena. I was begging them to have breakfast but they were too busy with the dance. So, I suffered without food till the end of the show which was at about 4.30pm.

But somewhere in the middle of rehearsal, bad luck showered on me. It was because my ex girlfriend came out from the dead. My nightmare had really come true. Me and my Queen ended up fighting. For a stupid thing. The Queen doesn't trust the King. She doesn't even trust me in dance and now she doesn't even trust me in this relationship. I felt like ditching the whole thing. I really felt like taking my stuffs and walk away.

But instead, the Queen went to me and begged me please don't go. So, we had a serious talk backstage. And everything seems to get better by a minute. After the whole dance, we had lunch finally (: & the royal King get fed by his precious Queen. In the end, we found ourselves slacking around Sunplaza. Omg, while slacking at Sunplaza, the Queen smoked infront of the King.

The King doesn't smoke and he don't like the Queen to smoke too. But what can I do? I just want her to be happy and let her do whatever she wants to do. I don't want to be known as the over-protective King. I just hope she quits one day. I even ask her if one stick of ciggarate is worth it to raise our relationship. Well, I really condemned smokers.

Why die faster when you can live longer? Smoking is an expensive hobby and a useless one too. I really hope she quit smoking because I really don't comfortable having a girlfriend that is a smoker. That's all for today.

DO OR DIE!

2009-12-05T07:39:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night, I wanted to tell my Dad about the dance. However, he was all in a bad mood. He was too angry and he even threatened to beat me up at T3. Omg. Instead, after he went home, I went shopping. The totals caused about a few 3 digit numbers .. hahaha

Well, it was all fun back then. But today, at night when I was watching tv, my Dad just changed from good to sudden death. He didn't want me to dance. He expects me to do what he likes which I'm not interested in any. All he wants me to do. So, he ended up beating me. I did tried to fight back and when he suddenly calmed down, I ended persuading him that I could go dance and for him to stop beating me up forever.

Well, I can't wait until tomorrow. When I'm going to dance with my Queen infront of a whole audience. It could be embarrasing if she falls when I didn't catch her at the right timing. But I promised her, I'll do my best and that I love her to death. That's all folks, will update again next time . I love you my Queen, no matter what :DD

More Pictures Of Us ..

2009-12-04T03:35:00.000-08:00

During Training For Dance !

After A Hard Day Of Training !

OBSESSION (:

2009-12-04T03:24:00.000-08:00

First of all , i would like to apologise to you guys for not updating my blog ..well it has been 5months since ive updated my blog well just to let you know ... i found a new girl .. she's kiut .. understanding and matured for a 14 year old gurl .. her name is _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .. lets just say she's my queen ... i met her during aida's birthday party .. OMG! she wore a dress!!! thats lyke my type of girl!! i wanted ...two days after that i met her during a dance practice.. i was suppose to help out .. but ended up joining the dance ... for the next few days we kept meeting up .. and we just hit it .. she ended up being my gf ... i promise i'll love her and be setia to her .. well im trying my best .. as i think shes mad at me after reading my ex blog post .. luckly i deleted it already .. or not she's going to read it every day ... haha obsess !!!!!! haahaah well i too am obsess with her !! haahaahaa .. love at first sight ?? maybe? well i'll try my best to last long with her .. thats all my friends ...

wad i wanna do ..

2009-08-31T06:18:00.000-07:00

GET BCK MY PACKS ..
MKN MKN AND MKN .. HW TO GET PACKS LYKE TIS SAE ..
GROW TALLER .. IM NT HAPPY BEING 1.68M TALL ..
GET A GF WHO IS SETIA :)
B SETIA TO MY GF :)
NO MRE GURLS IF IM ATTACH ..
STUDYY STUDYY STUDYY
BE GUD BOI ..
NO MRE FIGHTS ...
PUASE ..HAHAH
NO MRE LATE COMING 4 SKUL
NO MRE D.A.S
NO MRE INTERNAL SUSPENTION ..
NO MRE PARENTS COMING DOWN TO SKUL ..:)

hp confisicated

2009-08-31T05:56:00.000-07:00

f*ck .. cnnt maki bulan puase ..

no. 1 ..
my hp got confisicated last two weeks n i still havent get it bck yet ..

no.2 ..
im single again laa whey ..

no. 3 ..
happy teachers dae !!

no . 4 ..
word of d dae ! fuck !! hahaha

no . 5 ..

questions of d dae ...

how many ex gf do you have ?? 20..
hw many tymes did you get rejected??2
hw many tymes did you reject a gurl??16??
are you a steady type of guy or would you play withs a gurls heart??im a gudd boi:)
are you att nw?? nopenopenope
last question ..
are you an understanding type of guy/gurl?? lyke duhh!!

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firstdae of puase ..

2009-08-21T21:40:00.001-07:00

too sae i woke up a 5 to mkn sahur ..
i ate bread n egg wid blacksos . hahaha
i went to slp again and woke up at 11 .. i was f@rking hungry ..
tak leh maki kan hahahah
i wan puase halfdae .. rainaa sae cnnt .. buhuuuhuu ..
nvrmind laa ..

waking up on a sundae :)

2009-08-15T21:08:00.000-07:00

yesterdae .. i was lyke talking on d phone with rainaa .. until 3 plus ..
so i was fucking tired ..to wake up in d morning .. it was really fun talking to her ..
i could talk to her almost abt anyting .. mostly we were talking abt my bdae n wad shes goina give me .. hahahahahaha ...
she said its a surprise n im goina remember it 4 d rest of my lyfe...
soo cnt wait!!!!!!!!!
whn i manage to get a hold of myself n wake up from my bed ..
i took a shower ..
heat up d pizza clean d hse my room ...
ohh tat reminds me i nid to iron my skul shirt ..
ohhhhhhhhh n want to noe wad really made my dae???
its whn i noe someone ectually read my blog ! hahahaha
well phrase of d dae ...
'do someting without regreting it '
hahahah lyke i understand ..
well tats it ... 4 nw ...

multi tasking :)

2009-08-15T05:41:00.000-07:00

A FWEN 4 A FWEN .
i may have lost fwens . bt they are nt d only ones on earth.
idc hw much thy hate me ..
thy are my classmates bt we're rivals .. 4 d wrg reasons .
fidah get your facts rite ..
some tings u hear may nt b true ..
even if alot of ppl sae it ..
you shouted at me outside my npcc room ..
you didnt even let me explain wad had happen ..
lyke i said you , sheehan, chong even if its aidyl , blade or rahila ..
im upsad tat we're fwens 4 3 years n you treated me in such a manner ..
new fwens come easily lyke i met rainaa ..
so tink twice ..
ohh n fi ...
stab me if u dare ..
becoz u tink im afraid of u ..
the truth is ..
IM NT ..
u walk with tanjong rhu ..
im betta thn u i WALK ALONE ..
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SINGLE ..

lyfe being single?? its fine ...
wad you hate d most ?? whn im single n gurls flirt .. or come close to me .
wad you love d most being single ?? its whn a gurl comes to me!! hahaha ..
do you have ttm ?? not tat i noe of ..
have you ever tymed a gurl ?? to tell u d truth yes .. bt i learned from my mistakes ..
have you done anyting wid your ex ?? nt 4 euu to noe ..
do you have a scandal ?? who do you tink i am a toyboi??
have you had sex b4 ?? y . u wan to noe??
wad gurl do u go 4 ?? a setia one ..
do u go for older gurls ?? cinta tk kira umur ..
do you go 4 younger gurls?? i tink ..
last question ...
are you msging anybdy by calling her darling ?? does dear counted??
tats all 4 the survey ............

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misunderstanding

2009-08-14T22:11:00.000-07:00

well on fridae ive lost many fwens due to a misunderstanding ..
ive learn a big lesson not to trust , mark samuel ,
nw no one trust me in skul .. even my teachers ..
whn i do good thing bad tings happen in return ..
mixing around with the rite ppl is good
mixing aroung with d wrg ppl thn your a dead man ..
but wad cn i do??
im in changkat changi ..
gangs are common ..
ive learned from my wrg doings ..
joining a gang is nt d rite ting to do ..
nw my name in the skul has gone down ..
goin bck to skul noeing tat the fwens tat i tot i could trust
has turn on me becoz ..
the are the followers ..
thy follow the bad company becoz thy wanna look tough ..
thy want a name in skul ..
bt d truth is your a no one ..
you join gangs 4 protection ..
4 power ..
bt when your in trouble wid d police ..
you cnt name any of thm involve becoz your afraid thy(gangmembers) would come 4 u ..
nw ive gt a limited fwens that i cn trust ..
nw i walk alone ........

hell of a dae

2009-07-11T01:26:00.000-07:00

On the 9/7/o9 i skipped skul n had a fight wid a chinese dude becoz he didnt lyke me ..we beat d hell out of each other until a guy called d police ..
we ran lyke hell although i was injured ..the next dae 10/7/09 i skipped skul again to meet sharefa , dan , afiqah and abg i went hme n i was so tired i went to slp early .. thn whn i was sleeping .. my dad woke me up ..
he asked me to sit down on d chair ..
i tot he was goina give me someting bt NO!
he pop up d question n said where were u d last two daes skipping skul ..!!
i knew i was soo soo soo dead ..
first he took d cane n hit me ..
it wasnt painfull n he new it..
so he took his leather belt..
well i gt to admit it was painfull but i could bare with d pain ...
well it was nt d end ..
he wanted to inflict mre pain on me so he gave up d belt
n took my aikido weapon d cantana* n started hiting it on me ..
FUCK it was painful !!
he also smash my hp ..
there goes my hard earn money..
then he asked me too pack my tings n leave d hse ...
i was so heppy!!!
i wanted to leave ..
although i had only 4 dollars n 25 cents ..
i was planning to go to aida's hse becoz her mom takes me as her anak angkat ..
thn my mom came in n begged me nt to leave ...
i pity her n d family so i stayed ...
fuck i hate my dad so much ..
his so nt my dad anymre ..
i'll just act tat hes just a guy staying in d same hse as me ..
well ...
tats all gtg ..

GOT BCK 4ROM WRK :)

2009-06-19T05:53:00.001-07:00

TODAE WAS D "BEST" WRKING DAE EVAAAA !!

becoz .. my friends surprise me there ...

they came in and saw me ..
they pretand they dnt noe me ..
they make me walk up n down so many tymez !! then in d end when its tyme to pay d bill
they suddenly noe me ...
WTH!
thy ate until 46dollars .. to bad they still gt to pay :)

anyway i went to solehahs blog to see wad she write abt me ....
all the same ...
she said she dnt wanna talk to me so i was lyke okae:)

im goin on a holidae :)

long tyme nvr go blogging

2009-03-31T18:21:00.000-07:00

lol sick 4 a long tyme anyway gt beaten by parents .. 2 days nvr go skul ... miz my fwenz .. expecially maggi ..(aida) miz disturbin her maggi hair .. currlly wirlly ...... lol ......
smlm gt a gurl admit she lyke mi .. at 12 am .. lol i was lyke wth ok and laugh .. hahaha then she put down the phne ... lol .. just lyke tat .. then today nid to call her .. sowie if i type lyke shit .. im in a hurry .. usin comp at skul ..and the maggi aida disturbing me... lol ... hate her! okok gtg

soccer match

2009-03-29T00:05:00.001-07:00

today was the best day of the month sae... early in the morning go play soccer with adults at green view sec... 11 agains 11 ...hurt my left leg ... sob3 .. bt the funny ting was tat i was goin 4 the ball ... its me againts the keeper ... 50-50 ... he put his left leg out and i kick hym ..he fell on me .. (it really hurts!!his freaking big)i push hym away n he was shouting in pain !!! hahaha lyke a bby cryin .. so the sub keeper ... tis new keeper was very gud .. (really) then i found myself in a position with the new keeeper .. its 50-50 again ...tis tyme i punch hym in the groin .... he was lyke ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!! n i was lyke hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! bt in the end we lost 3 -1 nvrmind ... anyway tats all buhbie ......

ME . MYSELF & I ..

2009-03-27T21:24:00.000-07:00

hello :) im mark ... my friends call me boi love .. my full name??its sahetapy mark irrawanshah ..i noe its long .. im mixed blood .. someting lyke rojak haha..165 tall .. kinda short i noe .. haha im truning 15 tis year 09' .. oo and its my first tyme blogging so my blog may suck abit .. abit only tao!! hahaha .. im schooling in changkat changi sec ..wad else???im panic-ing hahahaha haha ..

my loved ones??

mar*

family*

nana*

fatin tintin*

amirah*

adik syad*

abg jais takraw

abg syad takraw

npcc members

bdk2 121 juniors

aidyl

han

adam

blade

kecik

bdk2 1n1 07' 2n1 08' 3n3 09'

tats all !!!

o add mi at mark_irrawanshah@hotmail.com kk

u better !!!

or else!!!!

ntg ....